Anything Considered

If pipedreams come true all around me; I wonder, can I have my pipe-dream come true too?

Sometimes, things happen that make you stop and ponder about where you're headed in life, about whether what you're doing is really what you want, and even if it is, whether it'll really get you there.

But in some things, there's only one viable option - to act.

I may not be where I was, or where I want to be. But today, that adrenaline rush felt almost God-sent, and it reminded me of what it feels like to be alive.

I called, You answered
And You came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where You are

HILLSONG UNITED, Came to the Rescue

I woke up today to see the room, and sky, dark.

It used to be that the days were short and the nights long, and I had never thought it could get worse.

Well, maybe it just did.

You have stolen my heart
I`m captivated by you
Never will you and I part
I`ve fallen deeply in love with you

HILLSONG, Deeply in Love

Oh my friends, what a long trip it's been
Many nights, and the friends that we have made

How do I go back to California
How do I leave the tall trees here
Warm nights and your sweet magnolia
How do I leave the green fields here

EMERSON HART, Green Hills Race For California

Some things are just too hard to put aside, even if it's just for a while.

I haven't seen a single face today. If not for music on last.fm, I would have been in deathly silence for the better part of 10 hours. And like they say, silence really is deafening.

The hours flash by, and they don't seem to hold much meaning now. Without people, without company, I do wonder what's there to look forward to: what family meals, or movie gatherings, or tea with friends, or dinner dates?

I think right now, even group study is better than this.

I'm no social animal, but surely, everyone needs love!